Want to, but afraid to

Type B/E post.

Honestly, the only reason I'm actually posting this is because of the fact that the person in question doesn't read this. Maybe one day (or year) I'll refer this person to this post, but for now this is pretty much being posted in secret (hopefully).

I was looking around the internet and found these two blog posts.

This is what I want to do so badly.

This is why I'm so afraid to do it.

And on a related note, I found something quite some time ago that I really liked. The site is called One Sentence, and it's basically an archive of stories told in one sentence.

This one is my favorite one, for reasons I can't disclose in fear of being discovered.

For those of you paying close attention, now you know why I want to see 5 Centimeters Per Second so badly. :)

My only hope is that I don't run the risk of ruining my life by making this post. All I really want is for people to be happy. I'd try to make people happy myself, but my attempts are so horrible that I just wish I had a method of transportation (to hug them on the spot) and a way to kill my extreme shyness (I say nothing for fear of offending someone or for fear of sounding like as total dumbass or a total dick or just plain nosy).

*sigh* It's been years since I've had real emotional support, but no one reads this so it's not like I'm gonna receive it anytime soon. I only wish though...

- siggy