50 posts(?), a (possible) new reader, among other things

Type A/D/E post.

First the scary. Not even a half hour passed after my last post when I had another insanity outburst. This time though, I HAD IT IN FRONT OF MY MOTHER. Needless to say, I had my second-ever suicidal outburst, my dad called 911 soon after, cops came and confirmed I wasn't a threat to myself, my dad took me to the hospital emergency area (I had calmed down by then ... ish), and soon after we went home.

Fast-forward to now. I've already had a follow-up and a quick doctor's check (a full unrelated physical will come next month), and in about a week I'm supposed to get a (very long overdue) full psychological evaluation. After that, who knows?

Now for the shocking: a possible new reader. O_O Not only that, but one who likes anime, IIDX, makes Stepmania simfiles, and is MEXICAN. Good holy GOD how fucking rare is that? (make him a user of ModPlug Tracker and we'd almost be like a fucking mirror - almost)

If you're reading this, MAKE SURE WE FUCKING DON'T LOSE CONTACT. I'm pretty sure a combination such as yours is about as rare as they come. :D

Anyway, I'm probably gonna update this post eventually with something special (50th post and all). Not sure what it's gonna be yet, but I'll figure it out soon (hopefully).

Until next time.

- siggy

P.S.: Yeah I'm back - a second person "started giving a shit", so to speak. Dunno what this means but I'll figure it out soon.

Edit: Waitaminute, what? Dashboard says 50, count on the right says 49. What the fuck?? Added question mark to title.

Edit2: Oh dammit, now I know why. My DJ TROOPERS song compilation post is a draft, and Dashboard is counting it. I feel like a dumbass (well, more than usual). >_<