Sunday, January 20, 2008

No one will read this, but I no longer care

Type D post.

I find it funny that this isn't a Type B post. The criteria for Type B is "I feel like total shit", and yet I don't. In fact, in reality, for possibly the first time in my life, I feel nothing. Absolutely nothing.

It's actually quite funny. Here I am, the kind of person who's more sensitive to feelings than most guys, and yet I now feel nothing. No happiness. No sadness. No anger. No humiliation. No guilt. No pride. No worriness.

NOTHING.

Maybe a recent IM chat that I had with someone did the trick. Before the chat, I "felt like total shit", hence the string of Type B posts. Personally, I think the chat did the trick of taking away my sadness. Unfortunately, nothing replaced it.

So here I am. Not sad. Or happy. Or giving a shit, really.

Respond to this, don't respond to this, I don't really care anymore. Don't think it's necessary to. Why waste energy on feeling anything? I don't see the point.

The good thing that's come out of this is the fact that I'm no longer in danger of making a Type F post. The bad thing? You probably won't see Type C posts either. That's just how it goes I guess.

I think I've typed enough.

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